soul poetry

This poetry post is brought to you by my latest creative game; guerilla stone drops ~ I collect stones from the beach, draw and write on them, then leave them about the place for people to find. Like this:

guerilla stone drops

Maybe all real poetry is soul poetry. And by real I mean not contrived or ‘thought up’. You know, the kind that comes from the soul; just comes out, without you doing anything much except write it down and maybe tweak it here and there.

When I write poems it’s not because I’ve sat down and thought, ‘I’m going to write a poem’. It’s because sentences, half formed and insistent, have whispered in my ear and demanded to be written down and expanded upon. It’s not me that writes them, not really. I think they come from what Paulo Coelho calls ‘the soul of the world’. The part that is all of us, that we all are, the ‘unified field’, ‘universal intelligence’, Source, whatever you want to call it.

flower stone

It’s like when I give Reiki; I am not the healer or the source, I am simply the vessel through which the healing flows. The vessel through which the soul’s messages flow. When I paint too. Possibly also when I’m messing about in the kitchen.

My favourite poets are channelling Source too; you can just tell. I thought I’d share some with you. {Sometimes WordPress messes with the layout of certain poems. Sorry about that.}

guerilla stones

First, David Whyte, recently discovered. His words here speak exactly about the swing between the vast aloneness and the connectedness of everything I’ve been experiencing lately:

Everything is Waiting for You

Your great mistake is to act the drama
as if you were alone. As if life
were a progressive and cunning crime
with no witness to the tiny hidden
transgressions. To feel abandoned is to deny
the intimacy of your surroundings. Surely,
even you, at times, have felt the grand array;
the swelling presence, and the chorus, crowding
out your solo voice. You must note
the way the soap dish enables you,
or the window latch grants you freedom.
Alertness is the hidden discipline of familiarity.
The stairs are your mentor of things
to come, the doors have always been there
to frighten you and invite you,
and the tiny speaker in the phone
is your dream-ladder to divinity.

Put down the weight of your aloneness and ease into
the conversation. The kettle is singing
even as it pours you a drink, the cooking pots
have left their arrogant aloofness and
seen the good in you at last. All the birds
and creatures of the world are unutterably
themselves. Everything is waiting for you.

  – David Whyte

feather stone

And of course, Mary Oliver:

Wild Geese
 
You do not have to be good.
You do not have to walk on your knees
For a hundred miles through the desert, repenting.
You only have to let the soft animal of your body
love what it loves.
Tell me about despair, yours, and I will tell you mine.
Meanwhile the world goes on.
Meanwhile the sun and the clear pebbles of the rain
are moving across the landscapes,
over the prairies and the deep trees,
the mountains and the rivers.
Meanwhile the wild geese, high in the clean blue air,
are heading home again.
Whoever you are, no matter how lonely,
the world offers itself to your imagination,
calls to you like the wild geese, harsh and exciting –
over and over announcing your place
in the family of things.
black flower stone
And Hafiz:
TIRED OF SPEAKING SWEETLY
 
Love wants to reach out and manhandle us,
Break all our teacup talk of God.
If you had the courage and
Could give the Beloved His choice, some nights,
He would just drag you around the room
By your hair,
Ripping from your grip all those toys in the world
That bring you no joy.
Love sometimes gets tired of speaking sweetly
And wants to rip to shreds
All your erroneous notions of truth
That make you fight within yourself, dear one,
And with others,
Causing the world to weep
On too many fine days.
God wants to manhandle us,
Lock us inside of a tiny room with Himself
And practice His dropkick.
The Beloved sometimes wants
To do us a great favor:
Hold us upside down
And shake all the nonsense out.
But when we hear
He is in such a “playful drunken mood”
Most everyone I know
Quickly packs their bags and hightails it
Out of town.
 Hafiz
And here is a website full of soul poetry.
How funny, I started this post a while ago, but the poems I picked speak so strongly of how things are for me right now. Knowing that people who have gone before me ‘get it’ is a great comfort.
Wishing you a weekend of comfort and peace and whatever brings you joy.
xx

peace underneath

I wrote this poem after I made this in my sketchbook, but only finished it last night:

Peace Underneath

On the surface of things

Droplets bounce on the water’s skin

Rain drums on skylights

The yang drowns out the yin.

***

But deep deep down

Where the soul’s hum

Vibrates the cells

And the deep dark

Holds the inner secret light

That’s where the treasure lies

In the peace underneath.

***

Inside is where the jewels are

It’s where the dance begins.

the real you

The Real You

 

The Real You

Is not what you think.

 

The Real You is huge, for one thing.

Endlessly expansive and pulsing with light.

 

The Real You

dances barefoot

sings loudly

laughs vibrantly into the sky

and delights in small things, like a child.

 

The Real You

is a firefly, a lighthouse, a sunray.

Rests in peace and lives in freedom.

 

The only reason

You don’t know the truth of this

is because you have been putting coats on

all your life.

 

It’s time to take the coats off now.

With this much sunshine, even one is too many.

 

You are the lightworker

the wayshower

the one the world needs.

 

Show the world your light

and dazzle us all with the real reason you are here.

The Real You

reminds us how to shine.

 

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I wrote this poem for me, although after it was done I realised it’s actually for all of us. :)

And I’m really pleased that Jodi at Where The Spirited Women Gather is sharing it today on her website. Thank you Jodi!

inspired by . . . haiku art from Artsyville

I had forgotten about haikus.  I love poetry ~ writing it, reading it. I like Wendy Cope, Carol Ann Duffy and rather unoriginally, Mary Oliver.

I remember learning about haikus at school. You will know of course that in basic terms they are three line poems of five, then seven, then five syllables. {Technically, there is much more to it than this, but in the interests of simplicity and not pretending to know more than I do, I’m sticking to the basics. You can learn more here.}

I was mooching around on Instagram the other day and found Aimee of Artsyville’s haiku art, and remembered how much I love haikus. I particularly enjoy the humour in Aimee’s, not to mention the colours and gorgeous handwriting.

Naturally I was inspired to try writing some haikus of my own. Like the Small Stones project I took part in earlier this year, haikus capture a moment or a feeling, or at least they are very good for that, I discovered. Hence my possibly-too-cryptic post title; it occurred to me that they are like poetic zip files ~ a shrunk down capsule of the full size.  I changed the title, it was ridiculous.

Here are three that I made, influenced rather obviously by Aimee’s style.

I already had a turquoise background made from leftover paint in my sketchbook, so I painted three rectangles of gesso and then doodled some frames for each one, and had fun using different writing styles.

They’re just a bit of fun, and good for a quick creative burst {something I seem to be talking about a lot lately}. Not to mention they get you noticing things in your day to day life, thus helping to keep you present.

Have you written any Haikus? Have you made any into art like Aimee at Artsyville does? Do leave a link if you have ~ I’d love to read them!

not really a poem

It’s not really a poem, not really a manifesto, not just a list. The words came to me while I was on the beach and I guess part of not having a name for what this is is part of allowing it to be fluid, and not to become a set of rules or a to do list. Just to keep it simple and clean.

It’s that time of year when I seem to become more contemplative and introspective {if that’s possible!}, when I start thinking about the fresh start a new year affords and all that potential waiting to be unleashed. Yay!

So as much as I’m not into partying my way into the new year, I am into giving it to myself as an opportunity. I’ve been clearing out my home and myself on all levels, making space, and as always I’m approaching the turning of the cycle with anticipation and enthusiasm for the potential that next year holds. Or, more accurately, for what I can create on its blank canvas.

And these are some {very laid back, unpressured, non committal} ideas. Less a striving to be more and better, than a ‘what I might uncover in myself’, perhaps.

 

brain less, heart more

doubt less, trust more

fear less, courage more

resist less, allow more

‘yes but’ less, ‘yes and’ more

do less, be more

try less, allow more

grip less, breathe more

project less, moment-to-moment more

think less, feel more

judge less, accept more

denial less, truth more

‘should’ less, ‘could’ more

force less, grace more

succumb less, surrender more

achievement less, fulfilment more

give more, receive more

love more love more love more

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I’ll be choosing my word for the year soon; I already have a shortlist! It’s the kind of tune the geek in me sings to.

my law

My Law

by Tieme Ranapiri

 The sun may be clouded, yet ever the sun
Will sweep on its course till the Cycle
is run. And when into chaos the system is hurled
Again shall the Builder reshape a new world.

Your path may be clouded, uncertain your goal:
Move on for your orbit is fixed to your soul.
And though it may lead into darkness of night
The torch of the Builder shall give it new light.

You were. You will be! Know this while you are:
Your spirit has travelled both long and afar.
It came from the Source, to the Source it returns
The Spark which was lighted eternally burns.

It slept in a jewel. It leapt in a wave.
It roamed in the forest. It rose from the grave.
It took on strange garbs for long aeons of years
And now in the soul of yourself It appears.

From body to body your spirit speeds on
It seeks a new form when the old one has gone
And the form that it finds is the fabric you wrought
On the loom of the Mind from the fibre of Thought.

As dew is drawn upwards, in rain to descend
Your thoughts drift away and in Destiny blend.
You cannot escape them, for petty or great,
Or evil or noble, they fashion your Fate.

Somewhere on some planet, sometime and somehow
Your life will reflect your thoughts of your Now.
My Law is unerring, no blood can atone
The structure you built you will live in alone.

From cycle to cycle, through time and through space
Your lives with your longings will ever keep pace
And all that you ask for, and all you desire
Must come at your bidding, as flame out of fire.

Once list’ to that Voice and all tumult is done
Your life is the Life of the Infinite One.
In the hurrying race you are conscious of pause
With love for the purpose, and love for the Cause.

You are your own Devil, you are your own God
You fashioned the paths your footsteps have trod.
And no one can save you from Error or Sin
Until you have hark’d to the Spirit within.

{some kite love in Brighton last week}

what are we waiting for?

I’ve been thinking about how much we ‘save things for best’ in our lives, when we could actually be enjoying them right now. My parents have cutlery and crockery that only comes out on ‘special occasions’ {ie. almost never}. I have just done a wardrobe cull {making space for the new!} and discovered that the clothes I hardly ever wear because they are only for smart or for parties could be things I integrate into my everyday wardrobe and add an extra je ne sais quois to it! They are wasted hanging in the dark, just like my parents’ dining sets. You can’t take it with you, right?

I actually wrote a poem about this recently when I had a sudden moment of clarity that ‘one day’ might very easily never come.  {Obvious, of course, but sometimes the realisations are sharper than usual.} And I’ve been thinking a lot lately about how I wait for things, like love for example, when I could easily and instantly be giving it to myself in any number of ways {and, according to the Law of Attraction, draw it to me that much more quickly too}.

In a synchronicity that no longer surprises me, I read an article yesterday via The Daily Love by Christine Hassler, called Wear Your Good Underwear. Christine makes the same point {and more eloquently than I do}; what are we waiting for?!

I really don’t know! But I for one will be wearing my black lace dress {I’m thinking with jeans and pumps for starters}, using my new special turquoise pen {for shopping lists if I feel like it} and painting with my expensive paints a lot more often, starting today. High five to that.

 

it’s today

There’s something I’d like to do.

A secret dream {or two},

living in my pocket.

It shines

from all the times

I took it out

to cherish it,

look forward to it,

relish it,

careful not to drop it.

My beautiful dream.

So big and so small.

One day I’ll do it, be it, have it, see it.

One day.

But wait, she said.

When is one day?

That fictional, distant, horizon-shaped day

when the stars will align

in just the right way?

That day never comes

my darling. Don’t wait.

‘One day’ is always

one step away,

it’s just a delay.

One day

is

today.

you dont have to

you don’t have to be ‘fixed’ in a certain amount of time

{you are not broken, anyway}
it’s a process, and tomorrow is ok
so is next year

you don’t have to be cheerful and grateful all day long
{but you can be thankful for that, if you like}

you can lie on the kitchen floor,
wracked with sobs and that big hole in your chest gaping,
all morning long;
and go out for tea with a friend and laugh all afternoon.

yes you can change, moment to moment

you don’t have to answer “how are you?”
with “I’m fine”
or even “not so good actually”.
you don’t have to answer that question at all.

you don’t have to be afraid ~
of the day ahead
of emptiness
of space
or grey skies.
none of these things can hurt you, unless you say they can.

you don’t have to prove anything
achieve anything
‘do something constructive’

you don’t have to always make sense

you don’t have to do it because you said you would

there aren’t any rules, actually
there isn’t a right order to things
No One is waiting to humiliate you when you make a mistake

you can go for a walk after dark
buy only what food you feel like eating
stare into space, indefinitely.
skip breakfast, eat two lunches and have cereal for supper

you don’t have to reply straight away
you don’t have to make sure everyone’s ok
you don’t have to do the thing that makes sense
you don’t have to wait and see
you don’t have to jump straight in
you don’t have to care
you don’t have to.

look at your life. look at your life.
that’s right, it’s yours!
what a gift!
you don’t have to listen to what they think it should look like.

that’s why you were given a drum
for your own rhythm
a body
for your own dance
and wings
because you can fly, even if today you don’t remember how.

I just really needed some permission today.

the real life

On one of my long internet jaunts, where I follow this link and that link and sometimes end up down dead ends and sometimes discover something new and beautiful, I came across another Tara. This Tara is a coach who combines psychology with spirituality. She is evidently fiercely intelligent without being a dry academic, and she is also very much in touch with her intuition and inner wisdom, without being inaccessibly new agey about it.She also writes lovely poetry, and has produced a collection of eight poems called The Real Life, about “the things we are all grappling with”. This one below nearly had me jumping up and down going ‘yes! EXACTLY!’ But they all spoke to me in some way, so I wanted to share them with you. :) (Also included is some beautiful art by artists she loves.)

You-Shaped Hole

Sometimes the world feels inhospitable.
You feel all the ways that you and it don’t fit.
You see what’s missing, how it all could be different.

You feel as if you weren’t meant for the world, or the world wasn’t
meant for you.

As if the world is “the way it is” and your discomfort with it a problem.

So you get timid. You get quiet about what you see.

But what if this? What if you are meant
to feel the world is inhospitable, unfriendly, off-track
in just the particular ways that you do?

The world has a you-shaped hole in it.
It is missing what you see.
It lacks what you know.

And so you were called into being.
To see the gap, to feel the pain of it, and to fill it.

Filling it is speaking what is missing.
Filling it is stepping into the center of the crowd, into a clearing, and
saying, here, my friends, is the future.
Filling it is being what is missing, becoming it.

You don’t have to do it all, but you do have to speak it.
You have to tell your slice of the truth.
You do have to walk toward it with your choices, with your own being.

Then allies and energies will come to you like fireflies swirling around
a light.

The roughness of the world, the off-track-ness, the folly that you see,
these are the most precious gifts you will receive in this lifetime.

They are not here to distance you from the world, but to guide you
into your contribution to it.

The world was made with a you-shaped hole in it.
In that way you are important.
In that way you are here to make the world.
In that way you are called.

4 Songs and The Journey

It took its sweet time getting here but was so worth the wait – thank you Cathy! I love Cathy Nichols’ work – you can see it at her blog, her website and on Etsy. You may remember she hosts Found Art Fridays, which I took part in last month.

4 Songs by Cathy Nichols
Look at the lovely little birdie she drew on the package:Also I recently bought a book of poems by Mary Oliver, having discovered her through Sabrina Ward Harrison’s journal-you-can-write-in The True and the Questions. (That is more than enough links now. Lordy.) Anyway, I really loved this one, called The Journey:

One day you finally knew
what you had to do, and began,
though the voices around you
kept shouting
their bad advice –
though the whole house
began to tremble
and you felt the old tug
at your ankles.
“Mend my life!”
each voice cried.
But you didn’t stop.
You knew what you had to do,
though the wind pried
with its stiff fingers
at the very foundations,
though their melancholy
was terrible.
It was already late
enough, and a wild night,
and the road full of fallen
branches and stones.
But little by little,
as you left their voices behind,
the stars began to burn
through the sheets of clouds,
and there was a new voice
which you slowly
recognized as your own,
that kept you company
as you strode deeper and deeper
into the world,
determined to do
the only thing you could do –
determined to save
the only life you could save.

I don’t want to dissect it too much, as I think the message is personal and could refer to all sorts of things, but for me it reminds me to trust and believe in myself, even when the doubts creep in.

PS. Postcards have been trickling in from the swap – I’m hoping they all arrive before I leave next Friday (gulp) so I can post about them all together. It’s like free presents coming through your letterbox!